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Varlarsaga Volume 3 - Consolation
Epilogue.
A whole new world, marvelled Minca as she stood, her arms linked within
those of her husband to be Mendor and her once-upon-a-time suitor
Mysingir, whilst they gazed out at eventide to an earth no longer
Varlar, so much was it altered. "Hey! I think it can be a grand place,
if peace is sown instead of war. Then we'll have a new age, a First Age
of a new world. I wonder what those of great import will name it?"
Mysingir, mended for the most from many wounds of mind and body, smiled
and kissed his old-love's cheek.
"Who knows? That behind is behind;
Varlar, now left behind. Somewhere in the future lies a world that is
right, if we and those who set forth to people it, can make it right."
"A world left behind. A world to make right. And we are in the middle hey!" laughed Minca.
"Aye", said Silval Birdwing as he and Elvra appeared, to stand close by
the others. "Yet think it not that simple. We will all travel to places;
future places unknown to any of us, where we shall encounter suffering,
mayhap that be left. Even if it is not, sooner or later it will arise
again and then we must learn from it, learn compassion. Remember, try
as hard as you may, it will not be possible to help everyone you meet.
Perhaps you may only be able to suffer with them, for them." The Birdwing
drew Elvra nearer to him, and in the doing each there had comfort from
their past wounds.
Then the Huntress said, "Leaf is turned from yellow. No longer fallow
are the fields. And after Varlar's fall, we are caught up in this new,
this Middle-Earth."
Together then with those of Men, they watched and dreamed as the sun blinked and was gone below the world's west rim.
Many things were said and told and asked, during the nights that
followed. Many the debates amongst the great that bided safe within the
Taiga where Varlar-Fall had not scathed them. Whilst outside, the earth
seemed only a ruin of its former self.
Of those wise and learned, were the three Morrigi: Moth, Toad and Wolf,
and numbered there were Aneurin Foamhair, Queen Goldal of all the
Elves, Belda, Ordrick and Orsokon, Prince Nolar of the Daræ,
Bel-Thalion of Nolvæ folk and Menkeepir the High-Lord of Men. And
these, all these, talked of what had passed and what might come of it.
Of Corin, spake they long and sadly.
And during those times, instead of the Familiars, there sat in their
places three of the four Witches: Clothyl, Lorgris and Ergris. Yet
though Those mighty Sorceresses, The Unravellers, could speak of what
had been, of how Corin had served the purposes of Good to the best
well-being of the world, They could not tell further. He had passed
into The Blackness beyond even Their knowledge, as had Hagris in Her
form of Bili Jackdaw.
Wolf Bozkirt was the last to have seen them, where he stood alone on
the western sea-edge. That Corin had pursued his evil foe out into the
ocean They knew. But what after came of it, none could say. Bozkirt
himself, had set off to find the wounded dragon Sgnarli, and it was on
those slowly fading wings that the Wolf and the surviving Elves had
come to the Taiga, whilst Varlar trembled before the onslaught of The
World-Serpent's upheaval. Corin and Hagris the Shape Changer who, as
Bili Jackdaw, had been his guide, his Voice, his sign and inner spirit,
had both vanished from sight as if they had never been.
Yet one revelation that none but The Morrigi and M'Boabdil of the Taiga
knew, came to light. And it was a consolation and a confirmation to
each and any whose path had ever crossed Corin's. This secret had been
kept, hidden to all others, from prying eyes and ears and senses beyond
those of sight and sound, over the long ages since World Lord Valandir
had fallen, locked together with Sköl, into Earth-Eye.
And it was told by They who had kept the truth in silence through those
ages that Corin was indeed the offspring of Valandir the Drotnar and
Ny´æ, she who had wrought The Stone of Remorse; left as mark and map,
history and portent of Varlar's end, upon the western shores. She who
had languished long, bemoaning Valandir's fate, until finally sailing
out into the waters where Those before Her had sailed. She, who had
given birth to a child, whilst floating the dreamy-tide within call of
Erebos where They, who lived no longer in Varlar's bounds, dwelt beyond
the sun-risen west. She, whom Hagris as Bili Jackdaw, winging over
ocean's bosom, came upon to plead an awesome boon; the release of that
child into the custody of The Morrigi. She, who ventured on, last and
alone; bereft of babe, yet hope-filled that some day, He might set free
Her Lord from fetters beyond any other to break. And Her child, child
of Ny´æ and Valandir, was brought back to sleep a sea-drowned sleep,
hidden deep within Taiga's borders; guarded and watched over by
M'Boabdil the Forest-Breath, until such time seemed ripe.
That time came for The Morrigi, when Forinth the Fisherman pushed into
the sunlight the casket which held Loriandir's babe; Her Corin, whom She had long cried over, in vain.
Thenceforth the two motherless waifs were united within the Taiga,
until the span of Erryldene's rule in Ravenmoor. And there, was a child
left with the King at the moment of his wife's own still-born. Yet that
babe was not Loriandir's Corin, as Those Evil Powers were meant to
believe, but the child of Ny´æ and Valandir; and within it lay the seed
of the strength that was to grow, in the passing of the years, nurtured
by both Good and Evil, to earth's ultimate salvation. For though
Varlar, as it had been through all past ages, was turned and destroyed:
seas rolled back, bones of mountain-spines broken, the drowned deserts
of the ocean's floors cast up naked to the skies, vast forests toppled
or buried deep, the earth had survived so that those huddled within its
recesses might again creep timidly forth, filled with wonder at the
almighty changes.
And for that, much thanks was due to Corin, The One Master.
Eventually, the days grew longer and the seasons rounded to what they
should. Winter blended into milder clime. And at last, spring bloomed
and blossoms opened. Trees, long seeming dead, budded. Grass, once
withered, greened anew. And life vigorously sprang again.
In the Taiga, creatures flourished. Lo though, there was heart-ache; since such is life, and death.
At whiles of Taiga-dwelling Menkeepir, Lord and Shepherd of Men, laid
himself down, for he knew that he was dying. "On day's end I shall look,
as with a child's eye." Thus spake he in dignity, as a last breath,
fading gently, parted him from those things mortal. So young was he,
the rose about his cheek, his elder years far from spent. But yet he
passed the bounds of those who would stay him from that path, and there
was nought to be done that might have halted his parting.
The time came and his brothers laid him to grave, whilst all mourned
his leave-taking. And they put him into soil where a tall tree had
toppled, fallen in its prime, as seemed right and proper for this
short-lived, noble, simple man. And they heaped him with things he
loved. And raised they the sweet, clean mound, that later grassy-grew
above his head. And weeping, Mysingir made a dirge for him as he packed
the turves, whilst the many milled about on that spring-chilled morn.
So, he comes at last unto the end. His life is finished now.
His arms lie still. His back be stiff.
His legs have walked their final paces. And he has fallen, in life's traces.
In childhood saw him, stand the Tree and eagerly embraced it.
He set his fingers to the bark and deep within he harked Its heart.
And ran his hands o'er Its hide and touched the sturdy, lace-work roots;
sunk down, that It might earth bestride.
A longing welled within his breast, to test that Tree and best It,
to climb Its skin and see the sky.
So he began, a callow youth, he clamb.
And reaching first the lower limbs he tarried there at whiles, and heard the leaves about him sing.
And in them wind came trembling, as he in Life's Tree grew.
On and up and through the branches, many patterned, ever changing, his questing feet he thrust.
Seeking there that far-off summit, ere he be wrought again to dust.
The veins stood out upon his wrists, the sinews cracked within his thighs.
The Tree itself, grew older too, and there inside, he gleaned Its sighs.
Birds were chirping down below. In youthful age he passed them.
"Wither now way, must I go, 'fore dotage?" he had asked them.
"Near the summit, are you now. Straight on up, you go.
Yet bear in mind, the further up, the further down below."
Heeding not, he onward went and to the top afar, he climbed at last and saw the sky,
and glimpsed a glimmering star.
The dawn came shrieking on the wind, the star went out.
He looked about and saw the Tree; hoary-old and withered.
He looked within and saw himself, and inwardly he shivered.
For he was marked by Life's cruel fate, Its follies and Its pitfalls.
Now, like the stricken trunk of Tree, he plummets down, as It falls.
The yawning hole, where root and bole of Life's-Tree once had sprung,
leaps up to take him; for this great Tree, torn from whence It clung
in earth's fair breast, unto Its rest, tumbling down, is come.
And he, a noble man of peace, the earth into, receives.
The Tree of Life lies by root-spring, death seeping through Its leaves.
A single bird sits on shorn bough; and songless now, it grieves.
Most wept that day, and none more than the two remaining brothers. It
seemed such a hard fate for a man who, though gentle and even weak in
ways, had done all within him to see his own folk, and indeed every
creature possible, to safe haven.
"What killed him, do you think?" asked Mendor of his brother.
For answer, Mysingir rubbed at the scars of battle that had matured him
from youth to someone entirely different, someone worldly-sore, older,
wiser, able now to see beyond his own wants; able to abide and bless
the love that had united Mendor and Minca, able to overcome the horror
that had maddened his mind. Able to look, unclouded, back upon his
dear, doomed brother Menkeepir. "It seems to me that he lived for, and
died at the end of, his quest. That was fulfilled, and he played the
part that he was born to play; perhaps even as Master Corin did."
Mendor nodded, pouring wine. "Aye. Think me, that you are right. Both
did their appointed lot, and both are gone. Yet you and I will miss
Menkeepir; flesh of our flesh. Here, take up a cup of redness yet, for
the sake of old, long memory."
And to this, as they raised their goblets and Brôga downed a tub of the
same stuff, Mysingir, as if in a dream, added these final words.
"Beneath the trunk of that great Tree, where once he saw the sky,
he sleeps the gentle sleep of death and list's earth's secret cry;
the strain that comes forever more, of doom that is ordained,
that he who climbs The Tree of Life, must pass when ere It passes,
and there remain his last remains, beneath the wailing grasses."
And so of Menkeepir, there was come an end.
Unjust? Perhaps, might it be said. Yet there are those, it seems,
through all world's long history, who embark upon a chosen path; chosen
by them, or for them, who can tell? Maybe the hand of destiny touches
them, draws them on to goals both greater and lesser; goals magnificent
and shot deep with heart-ache. Such is the mysterious woven wonder, the
Warp and Weft of life.
Still, in that time of waiting, whilst the new world mended itself, good things came to be.
One of moment, was the birth of a babe from uncommon union, that of
Pecht and Pent. Bilfren Bonnyface the Pixie was the mother and Hoobin
of the Rî-mer-Rī small folk, the father. And this was a matter for
delight and rejoicing since it had never before occurred. And though
the tiny maid-child seemed somewhat strange from the outset; tangled
locks about her brow and, queerer still, upon her feet, the proud
parents cared not. For in fact, the coming of any new life amongst the
Elloræ or their kin was rare.
And there was another union, as strange again in its own way; though in
the vast plan of things, rightful. And that was between the Lady
Qwilla, Cwēn of Rî-mer-Rī, and King Ordrick from vanished Ravenmoor.
Thusly were the long diverged lines of those sundered peoples, who had
fled a ravaged land and crossed an unknown water to be lost from one
another over many generations, brought together once again; as was most
fitting. Indeed this women, some years older than the youthful Ordrick,
was still in her flower's bloom; much the more she saw of him. And he,
matured beyond his age, complimented her grace and simple charm.
Together, they made a fine couple, wherein lay the strengths of both
their peoples. So, as newly attracted lovers do, they made their future
plans whilst Belda, once the Queen of Ravenmoor, watched their trysting
and trothing and wept the silent tears of remembrance. But her tears
were not of sorrow. They were joy-filled for this sun-brown woman;
child of child of child of her own kin and this young king, son of
Arleas; Belda's own husband's brother.
And if Ordrick had any regret, might it have been that his mother and
father could not have seen his great good fortune or that the rightful
King, Mylor, he whom Ordrick had wronged in their childhood and who was
now lost to them all, could not be part of the time to come. For
Ordrick realised, as so many others had then, the suffering and
sacrifice of Corin's life and passing. But though these shadows
darkened the margins of his thinking he took heart, since his was to
begin again another kingdom, somewhere to found, and he had the love of
this noble, rustic Lady, to nurture and to keep as long as breath was
in him. Fitting too, was it that Possum Wollert came to them and
pledged the friendship of his folk; those selfsame descendants of
warlike peoples who had forced Ordrick's forebears into the sea, and
set in motion the ill-starred migration of Bran refugees. So came
together those several peoples that they might fuse in harmony as one.
And Ordrick granted Wollert a Principality, wherever on earth that
might be, so that long ere they went forth, he was already known to all
as Prince Possum.
Joy, in that summer of the Taiga, came as a blinding flash that melted
even the hardest dwarf-heart, warming and touching the rough and the
homely alike. There were meetings and reunions amongst the diminutive
and the cumbersome: Dalen the Pecht and Argal of the wild Tumberimber
sheep, Brôga the Ogre and his soft-furry-thing Bim, of whom he had
become extremely fond.
Many were the introductions of new folk and occasionally these arrived
unexpectedly. On a day, whilst most were still a-bed, Bozkirt, Moth and
Bufo came to the milk-white horses of the Elves, there seeking
Cornarian and his mare Eiravar and Ebolian, their full-grown offspring.
Into deep forest the Morrigi bade them follow, where few feet had trod
before, and far the horses roamed until they came upon an open space at
the foot of treed hills and there was M'Boabdil, Spirit of the Taiga,
perched like a multi-coloured finch astride a majestic black horse; the
Master of world's Equine, Shar-Pædon, Sire of Darkelfari. Then, at a
bird-trill from M'Boabdil, out from the screening trees trotted two
others: the first was Shar-Pædon's Lady-mare Silili, Dam of Dams. The
second was their new-thrown foal, a coal-black fellow on wobbly legs;
the gangling next born of these two magnificent creatures. And this
foal was the brother to Darkelfari; faithful steed and companion, whom
Corin had loved, and who had borne Valandir World-Lord down into the
underworld realm of His new domain.
So there these noble animals were come and met, under the knowing eyes
of Wolf, Toad, and Moth; whilst M'Boabdil danced the glade, squirrels
running between his legs and robins lighting on his arms as he capered.
And it was a merry meeting of these, the highest of horses. And they
hardly seemed to notice as the paling leaves began to shed, for the sun
still shone in that happy place; but autumnal, wore the haven of the
Taiga.
Yet Elves and Men saw this and were suddenly made aware of the season's
changing and of their own perceptible alteration. For the days dwindled
on, and Men grew weary of their confines, longing for the untrod paths
of the new world.
The Elloræ hungered after such as well, but for different reasons: for
as men wanted homes and the founding of towns, pastoral tillage and the
fortresses to guard such, Elves desired the wilds of deep forests and
the quiet haunts of dell and glen and rolling downs where they might
delight in renewal, hidden from toil and tragedy. And it seemed that
all these peoples grew uneasy and restless, as if crowding each other,
jostling together.
Men began again to covet that which they considered the bounty of the
earth: the flesh of beast, of bird, of fish in the waters, and the
Elloræ marked this with disdain. For a brief time, Elves and Men and
Dwarves had bided in mutual reliance, but now that interval was fading.
As Farinmail the Zwerge sagely commented, Dwarves revere the bones of
the Earth. Men, their ancestors and themselves. Elves, the sun and moon
and stars. These are the elements; parts of the one great worship of
life. But they are not the same, as are not these separate peoples.
In the twilight of Taiga's summer, it was decided that all should take
their respective ways before enmity arose between them and the alliance
of these various folk fail altogether. And though it was deemed that
this was right to do, there were many individual partings filled with
sadness; since love and friendship may transcend even the boundaries of
size and race, colour and belief.
The last act of kindness between the Free-Folk was the ferrying down
that falling river, which led from Taiga's lowering lake, out beneath
the tall mountains into New-World. Aneurin Foamhair's craft bore them
away: Elves, Men, Dwarves and animal-kind, depositing them on
unweathered shores; strange never-before-seen shores, for everything
had altered and nothing was as before.
And thereafter, in that unknown wilderness of tumbled grandeur, the final words were spoken.
"It is best we part this way, oh folk of Man and Zwerge", said Queen
Goldal. "You will ride and walk forth and we will set sail, to see what
this new age holds in store. For a time, Ellor Home shall be the sea
and wherever that might lead us. Let us pray that the Serpent of the
World has passed away with the passing of Varlar, and that Earth be
born anew, into this coming age."
"What then do you guess of the future, dear Elloræ Lady?" asked Belda.
Goldal smiled and took Belda's hand in hers. "The story never ends,
whilst there is someone left to take up the tale. The deeds of now will
become the stories of the future and those tales will be passed on into
lore and legend, thence to become faint memory, all but forgotten. That
is the way of life and of living. So too, the peoples of now will be
forgotten; or at best remembered as if in a dream of Men. Much, even as
we think of Those come before us, who have long since departed."
"And what of Men?" Mysingir questioned. "What shall become of them?"
Sighing, Aneurin Sea-Master answered, "They will crumble to dust, ever
and again. Yet they will grow up anew like the grass. They shall have
their time and it will be long; though maybe that time is far-off
still, when others are no more. And after Men, I do not know. But when
their age ends, I deem it will be they who cause their own downfall.
For Men are their own inner danger, and their foolhardy ways may
outlast even the bravest hopes and noblest dreams of their greatest. Or
so my heart tells me. Still, one day before then guess I, their banners
will flood the world and for a while their dominion will rule all."
To this, Silval gravely added, "Do not think that this New World will
have no end. Long may it be, beginning to finish. Elves know this. Men
must learn such. Yet this earth began, and so must a conclusion come to
it. Not Men, not even the Elloræ, may gainsay that."
Then was an end come to the alliance of Elloræ, Zwerge, Men and those
of Bird and Animal Kingdom; and they parted, never to be gathered thus
closely again.
Brôga was the first to go his own solitary path, yet he pledged that he
would seek out men such as Mendor, Ordrick and Orsokon in the future,
if they would greet him with the good, blood-wine that he so relished.
Dalen and Bim the cat were last to say their goodbyes to this rough
brute before he lumbered off. And it was seen that the hulking ogre,
himself, shed a great, rolling tear at that leave-taking.
For a while Dwarves and Men travelled in company, until they too
reached the feet of stark ridges that led to the uplifted, unknown
mountains of the west, where these now stood in anonymous majesty.
There Farinmail, the Dwarf leader, said farewell to Men; for he and his
Zwerge-kin were earthward bound, to sound the deeps and, maybe, to
begin a new colony. In his own gruff way he thanked them, but his words
were tinged with grief, for he was not unmindful of the fate befallen
his King, Elbegast, and those others who had remained in Zwerge Drysfa.
Now however it fell to him to take up the Kingship, that his followers
should have a leader both daring and resourceful, yet one tempered by
events of the past.
Thus, when he and his Dwarf people chose to halt at a place suitable,
his parting words to Men were simple. "Stones and streams and trees will
come a'right, to be the same. But woe betide any who rend them
otherwise. This is the word, the pledge, and the warning of the Zwerge."
So, Men passed on westward to the distant risen peaks and, coming into
those heights, turned a final time eastaways. And they saw a far
country that stretched toward the crumbled towers of hope that had once
been the bastions of the Taiga. And they saw a glittering sea, spread
o'er, like a pond strewn with flower petals. Though in truth these were
Elloræ ships, sailing out into time and fate. And saw Men, as a vision
in their own minds, Aneurin Foamhair and Alluin Fairlady, standing tall
and regal at Dolphin ship helm, and proud, unbowed Queen Goldal beside
them. And in this vision, Men saw Elvra Huntress and Silval Birdwing;
their hurts of mind and body healed. And Bel-Thalion of the Nolvæ,
holding his beautiful Nivri-Allon close to him, and Loriandir the Fane,
after all her nether-world toils, cradling her child of Themion; her
Corin. And Men saw the Daræ Blackelves, Prince Nolar and Chaliandra,
survivors of the Abyss. And the Booca, those mild, shy, beast-herd
Brownies, husbanding their bees and birds and all living creatures into
the future seasons. And they saw the Pechts, Prince Clovell's pixies,
streaming along the decks and aloft the riggings like nut-gathering
squirrels.
With but one exception, Dalen.
For it came to Men, in their misted sight, that both Dalen the Pixie
and Bim the Cat wept unto themselves, if it can be said that cats weep;
yet in each other maybe, there was solace. But even if there was, it
did not stem their tears. They wept for many things at once you see:
for Elfame and Morgan Seawanderer, for lost lives of every race; for
the lost world of Varlar, they wept. And for Corin, the One Master,
they wept the most whilst the waters carried them toward the unknown
and the mind's eyes of Men dimmed them from sight.
Then at twilight, as if a low-lying star had sparked a single glint,
Men spied such fleeting glimmer. They could not have known it, for dark
was already crowding the eastward sea, but this was a glimpse of that
precious, perilous substance named Orichalc. Far away it beat and
pulsed upon the breast of she, Talisar the Daræ; maker of that necklet,
who stood alone in the bow of the last ship to sail from the Taiga. She
stood alone and her tears wetted the jewel that she had crafted, so
that it shone with the paleness of moon and star: white, bright,
hopeful, close; yet as if a being unto itself, unattainable. So
exactly, as Talisar's love for The One Master, Corin.
The men and women upon that distant hill's side turned to each other
for warmth and inner strength. They could not have even guessed at what
they had been given, and lost without thought. Through their fingers
had slipped a gift, The Gift; greater than they could grasp and hold
and contain. The Gift, without which, they should never again attain a
closeness, that briefly they had held with all other living creatures.
That Gift of peace and love and compatibility was gone and would not be
offered again, so long as Men dwelt in the world. Without understanding,
Men had estranged themselves; parted from Elves and from
every creature that might have welcomed their strengths and abilities
and arts.
Instead Mankind had chosen a lonely, a solitary, road. A way that would
lead them through the tremblings of time; surviving for the continuance
of their Race, yet distrusted, feared and hated by those who were once
allies and might very well have remained as brother-kin.
"Our long works are over", boomed Bufo Toad.
"For this time", nodded Wolf Bozkirt.
"And of our fourth, Hagris-Bili?" asked Moth.
"Gone. Lost to You, lamented M'Boabdil. Gone, as the leaves are fallen and blown away."
"And Valandir's child?"
"He too is vanished with Hagris; beyond the Shadow. None of Us can see further."
"Yet through Him, the world is saved."
"Saved, but not unchanged. Though without Him, World would not be.
Instead, Varlar would have rolled into chaos; tumbled into ruin and,
ultimately, destruction. It is well that this much has been averted."
"And whither We now?"
"Whither? Wherever need takes Us. For whilst We exist, it is Our role to
be The Unravellers and The Guardians. We have Our calling and Our task
until such time as We are drawn beyond The Shadow, or given leave to
return Home."
M'Boabdil stirred and rose from His grassy bed. "Come Wolf, let me ride
upon Thee, Moth and Toad bearing with me. The Taiga here lies dying and
on Our road already, new-world's lot is flying..."
And with the passing of those Four, the Taiga drifted into winter; barren and wasted.
A cold north wind lanced through the emptiness that had once been the
refuge of the Taiga. Autumn was ebbing, blowing its yellowed leaves
toward winter; the first true winter of another age. The pale sun,
faint now behind cloudy veils that sombrely wreathed it, hunched across
the sky like an old pilgrim, turned back from Her wanderings; destined
to spend Her days, seeking whence She had come from out of the west.
The grass rattled as the breezes waved, ebbing and rising through
sword-stems, mourning over the sighing vales. Trees on the distant
hills drooped, as if cowered by the grim season looming at their backs.
The silent waterways, whose ripples were as shivers, seemed to await
the cold that would freeze them until birds shunned their company.
Indeed all birds had passed away, long before, to seek some place of
warmth beyond the melancholy of the Taiga.
Upon the side of a hill where stood the risen mound of one buried and
forsaken, there was a burrow about which stalked gorse and blackberry,
creeping and entwining. And in its entrance, there crouched a pair of
rabbits. They were far aged for conies and had had many, many kits; all
of whom had moved away, abandoning the Taiga, to set forth into the
big, big world beyond.
However these two, limb-tired, ear-drooped and greying from their
youthful whiteness, had chosen to remain together and alone of every
living creature that dwelt therein, to see out the last days. Through
their lives, from long forgotten birth to this moment, both had lived
on, and in the Taiga. They understood little more than a sniff of it
but that did not matter; not when they were born of it, of the soil
wherein rested their forerabbits. Yet this moment of the world was to
change these two; this old, squinty-eyed dad-buck and this dear,
fur-worn bunney-mum. In the wind-swept hollow of their front doorstep
they tarried, as was their wont. Looking out into the past, they needed
little more; only to forage now and then for food or sip of water. But
more and more, sleep overcame them, and other things seemed less
important.
Now they peered into the middle-noon and, far off, caught a glimmer of
something; a faint movement where none should have been, not tree, not
even swaying shrub, certainly not another living creature. Yet the more
they screwed up those carrot-thriven eyes, now cataract-filled, the
more it seemed to them that something was coming, slowly, deliberately,
toward them; coming up their hill, to rabbit-home. Their sense of
smell, far sharper than their failing sight, came into play, seeking
out what strange manner of animal this might be. And it seemed at first
a creature of four legs, though unlike any four-legged animal they
could ever recall. To their eyes the thing wavered in and out of the
light, shimmering like reflected images in the heat of day. Yet there
was no heat of day. Then, the approaching movement resolved itself into
a single being; a two-footed thing, all covered in blackness, smothered
in long, flowing fur that dangled from round its mouth. And it seemed
to them to be like, and unlike, the elves and the men who had come to
the Taiga for a time, and thence departed as the land withered.
But it was not a Man, nor was it an Elf. It was something else,
menacing in its blackness. And now, beneath the cowling about its head,
the old coney pair glimpsed a baleful stare of eyes, red-rimmed and
hooded; the eyes of the serpent. The hearts of the rabbits began to
hammer, their breath came in tiny puffs of fear. They were fixed,
powerless; fascinated by the eyes and the fear, the Mighty Fear, of a
thing beyond all their tiny comprehension. This was death. This was
their end. This thing had come for them in all its terror, and they
were to fall, their lives blazing out in one swift blink.
The baleful eyes regarded them, chilling their frail bones to the very marrow.
And then...
And then there was a sudden burst of light, a brilliance that blinded
the rabbits for a moment, though when their blindness passed and their
failing sight was restored, they beheld those terrible eyes no more.
Instead, the eyes were now filled with many hues and highlights of all
colours. And they were benevolent in their gaze, at once gentle and
saddened and world wearied.
The One Master knelt upon the withering grass and his eyes brimmed with
tears as he slowly read aloud the inscription carved upon a stone that
lay at hill crest.
Here sleeps the Saviour of Men. The Pathfinder, The Shepherd. He, who
brought his flock to penfold. He, who sought, that the seeds might
survive; that they might fruit again in fresh soil, at the dawning of a
new sun, in a new world. Here sleeps he, lain to earth by his Brothers
and by all, Men and Elves, together. Here, sleeps Menkeepir.
A time went by. A time that slowly engulfed his grief, so that he was
come again unto himself where he rested, cradling the bird Bili
Jackdaw, now revealed in his upturned palms.
"Dear folk of the Taiga, he said turning, weeping, to the old rabbit
pair who watched him in silence. Will you both grant me a wish? Come
with me. Give up your home. For the Taiga is faded away and the World
is changed. Come with me. Let me leave this small bird to rest where
you have dwelt, for he needs a place to lie, and none better could that
be than on this hill; your home, where now is raised the mound of Man."
And to him, the old rabbit pair came. And he laid hand to them, touched
them both in more ways than can be told. And it seemed that a mist fell
away from their eyes, that they could see again, that their limbs were
lightened. Then were they glad to go with him, whither he might take
them; for the desire to live was once more upon them. And so he laid
the bird to rest in the earth of rabbit-burrow and covered it over, at
the foot of Menkeepir's barrow.
Would you have desired more than this? he asked of Bili. You who gave
everything to me. You who gave yourself, that I might survive. You who,
even in death, yet guided me hither; through the lanes of misery and
sorrow. Of World-Fate, you were part. And you Jackdaw, Hagris of the
Morrigi, have played that part. May you rest now. And may you know that
your gift to me was not in vain.
So thereafter his words, he took his leave of that place. And he took
with him, in his arms, the only two living left in that wild and
overgrowing land. Together, he and the rabbits went down the hill
toward the wandering Lady of the Sky where She dwindled westward. And
as he walked, holding close those two, wondrous living creatures, he
sang a forgotten song of his yesteryears.
Through the window I see the sea and the wide, wide world that forever be.
Through the window and out the door the road, unfurled, to the briny mor.
Out the door to the wide, wide world, the road flows on to the mountains hurled,
and the painted sky runs with painted rain to the forests green on my window pane.
And across the glass flies swift, the swift, to the edge of day and the grey cloud drift.
And the dawn hauls on, and the sky is full. And the stars are gone, and the rain is cruel.
And the world rolls round, as it always goes. As the grist is ground from the millet, flows.
And our lives are bound to the growing grass, and the days flow on and the shadows pass.
Oh, the Song of Life is a Song of Doom, and the seasons short, fleet across my room.
And through my window I see the sea, and the wide, wide world that forever be
Thence passed the One Master from this tale, as his thoughts and love
moved him toward the Daræ maiden Talisar, wherever she might be. Though
he well knew of the labour that stood as a mountain betwixt him and her,
that was above all his abilities to alter.
And he turned from the high hill bearing the living with him and
leaving much behind. Yet he had not forgotten, not for an instant, his
true name, his burden, the last thing breathed by Bili Jackdaw: Vindalf!
Vindalf the Black. Vindalf the One Master of The Nardred!
The End...
Here ends the matter of the Varlarsaga.
These works are drawn from the ancient library of Hrætia Minor.
The White Book, Escape, The Grey Book, Recovery, and The Brown Book, Consolation,
make up the body of these writings.
The Black Book; Valediction, is yet to be translated.
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